I did not know how to call those new sentiments that I felt about you. Sweet words as 'love' and 'admire' were not just right, Perhaps sadness mixed with anxiety that I could not make you happy as you deserved. And moreover . . . desire. Even now I get scared. . . I'm afraid because I feel like living a life with you is just a dream, it feels like you will slip and leave. You are the light that brightens my miserable and awful life in which I was trapped I'm until you came. But no matter how hard I try you still are out of my reach. ---- A story dedicated to a really good friend of mine, Deppy Johnson (@deponkook). Warning: Contains grugs, violence and sex. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. started:22/12/2017 ended:--/--/-- All rights received.