The Online Diary(So public, like anyone will see)

This is for all the times when I had no one to talk to and needed a place to vent.
This is for all the pain I've suffered through day after day, hiding behind music, a screen or a smile.
This is for all the times I couldn't handle silence anymore and ended up spilling, in the process hurting those I care about.
This is for my mother, my father, my brother, my friends, and several other people I can't bring myself to name now.
This is for myself, and all that I deserve, which is nothing but even a sliver of happiness that I only hope for every time I open my eyes.
As such, this is for everyone I know, in hopes that I can finally have satisfaction in letting all my issues go.
This is for him, who I love so dearly and feel so close to, so that maybe I can smile without it being forced.