I Failed You【Gene X Reader】[ Completed ]
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Mariko_Akiyama
Complete, First published Dec 23, 2017
Mature
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CONTENT CONTAINS :

SELF HARM
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
SUICIDE IDEATION
SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
MENTAL ILLNESS
SEXUAL CONTENT
TORTURE
ABUSE
VIOLENCE
&
STRONG LANGUAGE

IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!!

•

" We didn't leave yo- "

" Save the lie! "

" Guess I really don't deserve to live a life here at all "

" Don't sa- "

" Who cares?, I'm just a waste of space, I don't know anymore " 

" Y/n "

" Everything's fake. . . . .fake friends. . . .fake family. . . .fake love "

" Just leave me alone " 

•

A girl who just wanted to have a normal life with her family, but with her blood tears, she's not going to enjoy it, until everything turned upside down when she met a boy.

Max, her brother tried to protect her from him, but everything went too far and she become cold, bad, emotionless.

When the boy noticed it, he had a little interest in her.

What would happen next?, How did the boy had an interest in her?, Blood tears?, Who knows.

Read this book to know.

Credit : To a game called 'Life is Strange'

[ Completed ]

Started : 23rd December 2017.
Finished : 13th June 2018.

[ Highest Ranking : #1 in Aphmau ]
[ #1 in Gene ]
[ #1 in Gene x Reader ]

Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN.

My OC :

Xelora Kiselyov
Catherine Fox
Ash Lee Mandrell
Natalie Rosetta Mandrell
Coraline Alycia Jones
Mariko Akiyama
All Rights Reserved
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