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I Hate Myself

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"I Hate Myself" is based on a true story, the events that take place in this story are slightly different to true events; some additional events added for more 'drama' or 'story'. 
A young teenager, Jason struggles to fit in wherever he goes, he has little to no "real friends" and is hated by almost everyone around him. Having not been loved in a long time Jason loses hope in ever meeting someone; all while facing the real world and dealing with his Mental Health issues. Will he ever be okay? Will he ever find love?All Rights Reserved

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A Million Shattered Pieces

Claire Fortescue has a big secret. She's been hiding her social anxiety from those closest to her. Until she meets Brock, that is. He's funny, caring, kind. Everything a person could ask for. Except for one problem; he suffers from depression. Finally finding someone else not so perfect in a world that demands perfection, Claire allows herself to open up to Brock, and finds herself slowly falling for the boy with sad eyes. Handling her own illness is hard enough, but now Claire finds herself having to cope with Brock's increasing struggles. While she watches the one she's falling in love with slowly wither away into oblivion, a part of Claire begins to break. Knowing full well they share a romance that can never last, she gives her heart to the depressed boy. The one person she knows holds the power to break her into a million shattered pieces. Trigger Warning; includes anxiety, depression, self-harm, and suicide mentions