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Descent

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Leituras 255,157
Votos 8,423
Capítulos 83
Tempo 6h 10m

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Many things fall.
Such as heros.
All heros eventually fall.
Some because of a villian.
But America?
No, this hero was falling to something else. 
Something worst. 
Something more painful.
He was falling to those he thought we're his friends and family.
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You would think that he was one of the happiest people you would ever know.

But that's a lie. 

America- no- Alfred was hurting. He was taking one to many hits.

The pain was getting out of control.  Everything was spiraling downwards. 
And America was desending further into depression.

Warning: Self harm, depression, anxiety, eating disorders.



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Until the End Do We Part BOOK ONE, de NaviListenPlease

Until the End Do We Part Book One [I don't own Hetalia. I do not own "Anthem of the Angels"; it belongs to Breaking Benjamin, Let Her Go by Passenger, Hey Soul Sister by Train, or any of the pictures. The information used on demons/how to kill them/magic is a mix of my own ideas, research, and stuff from other books/shows.] - Alfred is dead. He was found dead on September twentieth, and was buried in the cemetery on October fifth. His cause of death was officially recorded as suicide. Arthur still remembers him clearly, haunted by the guilt and regret of not being able to save the only one he still cared about. But what if Alfred hadn't killed himself for the reasons they had once thought? The only question Arthur has is … … why? COMPLETED [PG-13- Language, Violence, Sensitive/dark themes] [BrotherlyUsUk/UsUk] [Major Character Death] [Supernatural/Fanfiction/Romance & Friendship]

Am I a Hero? [A USUK Fanfic], de BlueWallflowerr

America always thought he was the hero. That is, until he finally realized he was a nuisance. Now going through depression he just wants to be alone and suffer. He could never be a hero for anyone. How can England help his friend realize how much he means to everyone?

Abducted, de ImAProfessional0

America was never an honest man- nor an honest country. He trusted himself much to highly, and eventually it seems to bite him right where it hurts- his own ego. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He glanced at the window- he felt it was quite obvious he was fake sleeping, yet the ones outside didn't seem to realize. He'd tucked the key away- damn, was he forgetting anything? No, they were only coming to get him. He heard his window break and the bullets start to cut through him- it hurt, sure but he could deal with it. The gun he kept under his pillow was raised- a few bangs and one of them dropped, but not the others. One ran forward and he felt a needle in his arms- by then, it was too late. She drove slowly through the canyon walls into the place she called home. It seemed quiet, but she guessed it was just the early morning- nobody here was really a morning person. She drove into the commons slowly, so that people on their horses could dodge her car- well, there was nobody in the commons. She jumped out of her car. Something was wrong. The entire town was like a ghost had overcome it. "What?" the tidal wave came crashing down when she saw the bullets in the far wall, "No!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rated Mature for themes of excessive violence, self-harm, torture, and kidnapping. Axis Powers: Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya Excessive use of Original Characters (OCs) as well as canon divergence.

Unraveling , de maxine247

America is the world's number one superpower. We all know that. And to be a superpower, you gotta have a strong mindset. A really strong mindset. Alfred does have that but..... with all the verbal abuse he goes through on a daily basis..... It's hard.... and each insults unravels his strong mindset a bit. Just a little. But what happens when all that unraveling starts to show?

Beneath The Surface, de UnamedUntold

In an attempt to get the two bickering countries to get along, Alfred and Ivan must spend one month together in one of Alfreds homes. In a house set back into the woods, these two countries are going to grow closer together and learn more about eachother then anyone else has before. Even a few things that they never wanted the other to find out. *Warning* Depressed America. Suicidal thoughts. Suicide attempt. Vulgar language. Maybe smut? We'll have to see where this goes.

Union's Brood, de ImAProfessional0

After the second American Civil War, the world changes drastically. A new nation stood where the United States once was, the Last Empire having fallen to its own people. Addicted to more chemicals than a lab rat, Alfred has a hard time keeping his head up- quite literally. It's not that he doesn't want to quit- believe me, he does!- it's just that the withdrawal is destroying him from the inside out. What makes it worse, is when he's placed into an arranged marriage as a landgrab, and then told about it just before it happened. Now he is wrestling with both his addiction, and someone he was supposed to marry in 1860! Ivan was an addict, once. He understood the pain of withdrawal. He wants to help, since there was nobody around to help him. The idea of joining the Union was one he hadn't even thought of before his boss had arranged the marriage with the dictatrix. Now, he was thrown into a world he didn't know, forced to interact with people he had never met, and be one of the first nations, the third most powerful, to join a mega-nation. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Extra: Alfred is headcannoned as brown get over it. Alfred is headcannoned as non-binary (used to be a 2s) (he/him, female titles) Nobody is irrationally scared of Russia. You like a lot of cute babies and mama Alfred this is your book my guy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hetalia: Axis Powers does not belong to me. No editor just me. All art in this book will be mine (unless, of course, fanart :) )

America the Unknown (United States of America #3), de 37054ljH

2019 NEW YEAR SPECIAL! You know about America and her children, the United States of America. You know of their stories, their lives, their tribulations, their scars, and their various secrets...or so you'd like to think. Sometimes there are scars that can run so deep that even the victim can never know, sometimes events can cause people to rewrite their memories to save themselves from the pain of those painful recollections, and sometimes...it's best to never remember them. The family had lost a lot more than you think, a lot more than they would like to admit, and a lot more than their mother could handle. So, have you heard of the Failed Colonies? No? Then let's dive into the dark secrets that America has tried so hard to keep buried. *Rated M for suggestive themes, references of violence, sexual themes, and alcohol and drug references.* *Also, please be warned that this short story will contain sensitive subjects such as infant mortality, depression, and suicidal thoughts/ideations, which will be described in full detail and are not meant to be jokes, so please do not proceed if these themes are going to be a problem. This is also going to be dedicated to those who lost children and/or other loved ones.*

Falling Apart, de 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

The Hero, de AngstCandy

America isn't the happy hero everyone thinks he is, it's the opposite. But could England and Canada help him? •contains UsUk• •FINISHED• This was my first story and it's pretty noob but if you're ok with that then go ahead, but you can really tell I improved with my other stories.

Rise, de maxine247

(Sequel to Strong, Truly Strong) Rise: Move from a lower position to a higher one. The countries now knew that America was strong. They knew that Alfred had been through a lot. He had hit his lowest because of them in the past. They had done that to him and he still wasn't very much comfortable around some of them. He still had some trust issues and after an incident, North America, especially him were trying to ignore their fathers. But you know what? He was gonna rise. Rise up. Rise up from the pain of the past. From the insults he had faced off with. From this low point. And the countries were gonna watch him. There was no doubt that he would rise up. After all, whatever life through at America. He would still. Rise

A Hero By Any Other Name [OLD], de Ese_chicanoL

[OLD. NEW VERSION OUT NOW.] One day, Alfred had mistakenly left his journal in the meeting room. He had left his stuff behind due to an emergency back at his home, and so; the remaining nations were appalled at finding something that he'd been writing in. And unfortunately, curiosity killed the cat. Many of the others began to read the pages, which led them all to realize that Alfred was a whole lot different than what they'd thought he'd be, for being the personification of the United States. Several twists and turns begin to crumble, as a hidden secret between Arthur, Matthew, and Alfred comes to light. While Matthew descends into mental chaos- the rest of the nations manage to take back the journal, only to find out some horrible secrets the American has about them. [Disclaimer: Hetalia does not belong to me, all rightful credits go to Hidekaz Himaruya (AKA: Hima)!] - - #1 in aphamerica - 06.22.23 #1 in romanovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in felicianovargas - 06.24.23 #2 in aphprussia - 06.29.23 #2 in aphrussia - 07.03.23 - - Started: 06.XX.2023 Ended: [DISCONTINUED] - 08.13.2023

The Extent of Love, de ImAProfessional0

America, well, to say he never struggled would be a big fat lie. Yet, will the loss of support from his fellow nations send him into a spiral? #1 in RusAme 12/14/19 #1 in Hetalia 12/15/19 Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x Russia Multiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used. Human names used. Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this) Hetalia belongs to Papa Hima

The Storm [DISCONTINUED], de Dylan-Marsh

{STORY DISCONTINUED and I'm probably never gonna finish it whoops} The world is ending, obviously. America never really paid attention to the news, only Good Morning America, of course, but when the flooding and crippling storms started in the south and worked their way to D.C., he got nervous. There were warnings, scientists predicted the amount of blah, blah, science, science, random crap, big words. . . World catastrophe. The Storm. Bunkers and shelters were built, supplies were stocked, factories and farmers worked around the clock before the Storm could hit them. One might think the United States was prepping for war, and in a way, they were. They had to fight for their lives. Alfred is alone in a bunker, panicking for his people and brothers and the rest of the countries like Japan and Germany. He hears a distant muffled sound above the howling winds, a frightened little boy sits in the corner with an old stuffed bunny sucking his thumb. No one notices him. How is America supposed to protect hundreds of people and himself against a storm that could kill people in a number of ways? And now a kid had moved him to become his caretaker. When Alfred became independent from England, France had muttered to him that he didn't know the pain of raising a child then losing it. But know, he assumes that he may just learn. ((All Characters to their rightful owners. Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya))

Hetalia x Reader Abused, de teatastrophy

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Don't Leave Me, de Asha_Liberty_Jones

America is always smiling and goofy. Every nation knows him as the cocky, hero-wannabe, who contributes very little, and causes many problems. America works hard to put this image out there. It's both his shield against the world and the weight dragging him down. Everyday gets harder to deal with and the mask is falling off. When he feels alone in the world it might take an old friend to remind him that there is hope. Hope for happiness. Hope for his future. Hope for love.

Crazy mess, de Deafbeatbox

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The Fake Smile He Wears , de PotatoNoLife

No Ships! i do be cringing at this very hard but I'll keep it up for y'all. note that the quality is very questionable and like most people i've reflected on the cringiness <3 The Ancients saw many of their children and grandchildren suffering alone, no one noticing the other's pain. The fake mask, the 'happy' countries wore. The secrets they all hid. The Ancients couldn't let this just happen, they came up with a plan. America was the unfortunate victim and test subject. America is the happy, joyful, always smiling, and loud country, but what if everything they know about him is a lie? A mask no one could see through. The mask no one tried to look through. There was a lot they didn't know about him. A lot he hid from them. A lot he kept inside his cracking heart. Secrets will be spilled, and skeletons will come out of the closet. Feelings kept inside for so long, will come out. The sides of America they never knew of will come out today. The mask will come off today. The mask that's been worn for so long. Will he be saved? What happened to America? Who is America really? How many lies have been told? How many hearts will be broken? Did they ever know America at all? How many friendships will be built, and how many destroyed? How long has America deceived them all? How will they see America now? Will America come out of this better or worse? Was doing all of this right? Only time will tell. WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️: Mentions of suicide, eating disorders, self harm, other mental disorders, and depression. If you are suffering from any of these things please get help. I know someone out there cares for you, if you can't find someone who cares for you, I do, so please get help. Don't ever do any of this stuff. If you don't like this stuff or if it bothers you please don't read it, if not continue, you have been warned. Some stuff may be really inaccurate and I don't mean to offend anyone. Best rank Alfred Jones #1 Cover picture isn't mine, please don't sUe mE

S.O.S. [Depressed!France X England], de ZeynepFyo444

Francis loses his happiness, and painful thoughts say hi to his soul, as if it was fun for them to see him like that. As if he deserved to be so. During this time, Arthur realizes that something is wrong with him, and he starts to care about him more than he did in the past. He thinks that it is nothing more than a friendship relation. However he doesn't know that he is wrong... "C'est un S.O.S, je suis touchée je suis à terre Entends-tu ma détresse, y a t-il quelqu'un? Je sens que je me perds." -S.O.S. by Indila !!WARNING!! -This story contains suicide attempts, depressive thoughts and self-harm. If you don't feel okay with them, don't read it. -There's no lemon/smut stuff in this story. -I don't own Hetalia and the characters. -Enjoy! :) [COMPLETED IN -20/10/2018-]

He is America (Hetalia fanfic), de OliviaGuardabascio

Alfred goes into a coma following the tragedy of 9/11. Follow us as we see the reactions of his visitors: the FACE family, the G8, some Nordics, the Awesome trio, and maybe some random guest. What will they do once they see their fallen companion, who just an hour prior to that day's events was happier than life? warning: few parts are gory and may induce triggers if 9/11 is a sensitive subject

The Actor, de ImAProfessional0

Is the clown the fool of the story, or are you? After all, the clown knows it's an act, but the audience is so lost in it that they tend to forget. Alfred had lived a long life. He'd learned a lot in it. That England was easy to gaslight if you knew what you were doing. France would back away from any show of force. Germany could ignore a bumbling idiot even as the evidence piled up just because he wasn't very good with people. Poland saw everything and read people like a book. Prussia would keep his mouth shut if you gave him enough liquor or made him obedient. Russia would turn a blind eye if you turned one to him. China never trusted anyone even if there was evidence of the contrary. His mother's revenge would play out, and it would make him the happiest man in the world. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hetalia:Axis Powers. No ships in this book! If there is it's in the past! Mostly sibling bonding. America can shapeshift and is non-binary (he/him female titles).

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Until the End Do We Part BOOK ONE cover

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Beneath The Surface cover

Union's Brood cover

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Falling Apart cover

A Hero By Any Other Name [OLD] cover

The Extent of Love cover

The Storm [DISCONTINUED] cover

Hetalia x Reader Abused cover

Don't Leave Me cover

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S.O.S. [Depressed!France X England] cover

He is America (Hetalia fanfic) cover

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Until the End Do We Part BOOK ONE

Until the End Do We Part Book One [I don't own Hetalia. I do not own "Anthem of the Angels"; it belongs to Breaking Benjamin, Let Her Go by Passenger, Hey Soul Sister by Train, or any of the pictures. The information used on demons/how to kill them/magic is a mix of my own ideas, research, and stuff from other books/shows.] - Alfred is dead. He was found dead on September twentieth, and was buried in the cemetery on October fifth. His cause of death was officially recorded as suicide. Arthur still remembers him clearly, haunted by the guilt and regret of not being able to save the only one he still cared about. But what if Alfred hadn't killed himself for the reasons they had once thought? The only question Arthur has is … … why? COMPLETED [PG-13- Language, Violence, Sensitive/dark themes] [BrotherlyUsUk/UsUk] [Major Character Death] [Supernatural/Fanfiction/Romance & Friendship]