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Descent

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Reads 250,481
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Parts 83
Time 6h 10m

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Many things fall.
Such as heros.
All heros eventually fall.
Some because of a villian.
But America?
No, this hero was falling to something else. 
Something worst. 
Something more painful.
He was falling to those he thought we're his friends and family.
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You would think that he was one of the happiest people you would ever know.

But that's a lie. 

America- no- Alfred was hurting. He was taking one to many hits.

The pain was getting out of control.  Everything was spiraling downwards. 
And America was desending further into depression.

Warning: Self harm, depression, anxiety, eating disorders.



Adopted from @The-Schuyler-SistersAll Rights Reserved

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The Fake Smile He Wears by PotatoNoLife

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S.O.S. [Depressed!France X England] by ZeynepFyo444

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

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Rise by maxine247

(Sequel to Strong, Truly Strong) Rise: Move from a lower position to a higher one. The countries now knew that America was strong. They knew that Alfred had been through a lot. He had hit his lowest because of them in the past. They had done that to him and he still wasn't very much comfortable around some of them. He still had some trust issues and after an incident, North America, especially him were trying to ignore their fathers. But you know what? He was gonna rise. Rise up. Rise up from the pain of the past. From the insults he had faced off with. From this low point. And the countries were gonna watch him. There was no doubt that he would rise up. After all, whatever life through at America. He would still. Rise

Crazy mess by Deafbeatbox

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The Extent of Love by ImAProfessional0

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The Storm [DISCONTINUED] by Dylan-Marsh

{STORY DISCONTINUED and I'm probably never gonna finish it whoops} The world is ending, obviously. America never really paid attention to the news, only Good Morning America, of course, but when the flooding and crippling storms started in the south and worked their way to D.C., he got nervous. There were warnings, scientists predicted the amount of blah, blah, science, science, random crap, big words. . . World catastrophe. The Storm. Bunkers and shelters were built, supplies were stocked, factories and farmers worked around the clock before the Storm could hit them. One might think the United States was prepping for war, and in a way, they were. They had to fight for their lives. Alfred is alone in a bunker, panicking for his people and brothers and the rest of the countries like Japan and Germany. He hears a distant muffled sound above the howling winds, a frightened little boy sits in the corner with an old stuffed bunny sucking his thumb. No one notices him. How is America supposed to protect hundreds of people and himself against a storm that could kill people in a number of ways? And now a kid had moved him to become his caretaker. When Alfred became independent from England, France had muttered to him that he didn't know the pain of raising a child then losing it. But know, he assumes that he may just learn. ((All Characters to their rightful owners. Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya))

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

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