Vent :)
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, Dec 23, 2017
the only time ill update this is when I'm really upset
TRIGGER WARNING: contains self harm, severe depression, suicide, loneliness, fear of others, fear of loud noises, and fear of hospitals
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