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Dear Elijah

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Dear Elijah
I know you loathe me to death . I know you want me to have nightmares and to not wake up the next morning. I know you visit me at 3AM to place knife beside my desk thinking that I might want to kill myself and that it'll be ready. I know you're the one giving me the pills for addiction. I know you're the cause of my anxiousness and non stop thunderstorms. 

Elijah, I'm pleading with my knees bent down, can you now forgive me?

Love,
Your favorite VictimTodos los derechos reservados

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