Just holding on...
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  • Reads 122
  • Votes 1
  • Parts 5
  • Time 56m
Ongoing, First published Dec 24, 2017
Mature
This is a story about a girl called Meg and a mother called Christina who lost a member of there family, Christina's husband and Meg's father Michel.

Meg and Christina both have their own escapes to deal with the grief but to how much longer can they cope without each other as a support.

Or do they find support somewhere else?

Meg also struggles at school and is bullied, she has no friends currently. She is heading down a dark road to a place that's hard to come back from. But can someone save her before she does something she regrets? Can she be brought back to the light?

And who can save Christian from her self loath and hatred? Is there hope for this family?

Or was it lights out from the beginning?

Just letting you know probably has some spelling mistakes I am fixing it as I read over it when I can be bothered so don't get up me hahaha.

TRIGGER WARNING: this may be upsetting as there is description of death and self harm as well as suicide and curse language.
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