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Choose your future. Choose life.

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Reads 11,519
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Parts 23
Time 3h 41m

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... but why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reason? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin? 

They never knew they needed each other till they meet. They never knew how much they meant to each other till something threatened to split them apart. Charlie has a past and Sickboy has a addiction. They somehow battle the odds and stay together until that fateful day in January.


Basically a sickboy x reader,  cause after scanning the internet for some trainspotting fanfic I found fuck all. So why the hell not make my own? Purely for my own enjoyment. Obviously.All Rights Reserved

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