If everyone would just stop. Let him burn. Let him go. The pain would cease and he would finally be free. Something within him, a small voice, corrected this thought. I will never be free from this pain. His actions, his choices would haunt him for as long as he lived. "Ben?" A soft voice spoke. He did not want to answer her. To the name he did not deserve, but he could not stop himself. "What do you want?" --><-- Did you watch The Last Jedi and wonder what exactly was going on in Kylo's mind? My dear reader your search is over! Out of desperation I wrote the scenes from The Last Jedi from Kylo's perspective (at least my take on it) and continued the story beyond Episode 8! Will Rey succeed in turning Ben? Can he ever truly turn to the Light? Or will his demons keep him in the dark? Kylo Ren. Ben Solo. Whatever you prefer to call him this is his story. NOTE: Say Something is the last part concerning TLJ everything after that point is from my own imagination and speculation moving forward. I've never written FanFic before and I'm trying something new! Also obvious SPOILER warning for this story. These are not my characters and not my own storyline up until "Say Something" And merely my interpretation of the character Kylo Ren/Ben Solo's perspective. Beginning with "A New Order" is my own imagination and story line. Please do not steal! ?