His Sanctuary
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I have different personalities, do you want to meet them?
" Kiss me and I will kill you." - Angry
"Do you want to touch me?" - Flirty
"You want some candies?" -Childish
"I don't need anything and I want to be alone."- Lonely
"Hi? I-im sorry i didn't mean to, we're friends right?" -Shy
"... " -Rarily (Me)
This is my life but I don't know if it's really MINE? They're my friends and also my enemies. Kahit minsan ang sakit ko na ito ay lumalala na because sometimes it's hard to stay in that SPOTLIGHT.
Some people saying that they know what it felt?
What?
Buti alam nila kung gaano kahirap ang nangyayari sa akin but why me? Bakit ako mismo, sariling katawan ko hindi ko maintindihan.
Mismong sarili ko ay hindi ko na makilala, na para bang may anim na taong nabubuhay sa iisang katawan at para bang may kahati ka sa sarili mong katawan.
I just wanted to be free...
Gusto kong gawin ang mga bagay na ako mismo ang may gusto.
'I just my own sanctuary... my home.' -Rarily
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