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DayDreamingDrunk

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DayDreamingDrunk

dark deep depression insomnia sleep sleeplessness thoughts

in·som·ni·a-
inˈsämnēə/-
noun-
habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep.

This is is what I have. It's something that has me. It's the worst. I hate it. It leaves me alone in the dark with my thoughts. Not a good thing. Here are some thoughts I have while staying awake. While I'm writing this it's currently 4:34 am. EnjoyAll Rights Reserved

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If No One Else by stoneco1d

𝟏𝟖+| I was said to be 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞... 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. I had heard it so much in my life that it had manifested into a truth that remained rock solid in my brain. It consumed every surface of my body and mind like a deadly cancer It had become a promise to myself. A reminder. A standard. It was a rule applied to every person in my life, except him... He was the same as I was; no matter how different our outside identities were. We were cut from the same cloth on the inside. There was no denying that he and I were both broken souls left in a broken world. Both craving an eternal slumber before we met, but his darkness played so well with mine that suddenly it began feeling more like light, warmth, goodness... a happy ending. "...𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲... 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂," --------------------------- Partying. That was the one thing Chandler did best, and everyone in town knew that. But when one of her parties get out of hand and the cops are called, she's in for a rude awakening as she comes face to face with the new guy in town: Officer Herrera. He's wasn't like the usual officers she dealt with, and she finds that out quite quickly as she gets dragged away to jail for the night. They both wish to never see each other again, but there was something stronger than their dislike for each other keeping them together. The stronger their dislike grows, the more attached they become, until the lines become so blurred that they can't tell the difference between hatred and love anymore. They could say they hated each other, but if anything, a small part of them knew it would turn into love. If that love would last once everything was revealed... It was only a matter of time before they found out. ----

Like a Hostage • Dreambur || English by tubbeehonest

After escaping prison, he had nowhere to go. Everyone was looking for him, even his alliances couldn't protect him from this one, and he was so weak and injured that he had accepted death at that point. That is, until a certain tall brunette found him and took him to his home (against his will, should i point out), away from everything and everyone, a safe place. He preferred death over being taken care of like a child. A suicidal green man and a walking corpse with bipolar problems, how could this work? ☁️🌧🌦⛈🌩🌨⛅ ⚠️ ¡TRIGGER WARNINGS! ⚠️ ▪︎ Blood ▪︎ Suicidal thoughts (it's not as bad as it sounds-) ▪︎ A lot of blood ▪︎ more blood ☝ ▪︎ blood ☆ Music Recomended ◇ Excuse • C418 ◇ Équinoxe • C418 ◇ Waterfall • Undertale soundtrack ◇ Shuniji • C418

Midnight Thoughts by GossipQueenxxxx

Tbh i can write description but we all have this "overthinking" period that comes after midnight..Most nights i cry myself to sleep and keep overthinking. These are just some of my thoughts. Some are cheerful and some are depressing.. some are good and some others are really bad.

the suicide mind by Dileyne18xo

"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"

Things Aren't Always What They Seem by elmoakepoke

Dream noun 1. a series of thoughts, visions, or feelings that happen during sleep 2. an idea or vision that is created in your imagination and that is not real 3. something that you have wanted very much to do, be, or have for a long time Nightmare noun 1. a frightening or unpleasant dream. 2. a very unpleasant or frightening experience or prospect. "Is it true that if you die in a dream that you die in real life?" A brunette girl asked a sandy blonde haired boy that she'd only known for and hour who was sat beside her. The boy turned to face her, his eyes stared at hers in confusion. "No." Was all the boy said, it was a random question of course but it was an important one that had been on the girl's mind all day. "What about having a dream within a dream? Where both feel as real as you are now." The girl asked again, her eyes were glued to the cut that was placed on the girl's finger. The boy just sighed, he'd known this girl for an hour and she'd already asked a hundred questions. "I don't know, it must be possible but I've never had one myself" The girl just nodded her head and thought to herself, had she ever had a dream in a dream? Not that she was aware of. The girl had one more question to ask the boy beside her but she didn't know how to phrase it without sounding totally insane. "What about voices?" She eventually asked. "If you hear whispers in the back of your mind in your dream do you still hear them when you wake up?" This caught the boy off guard, he turned to look the girl in the eye again. "I don't think that's normal." Was the last thing he said to the girl. "Then why do I still hear the whispers from my dream?"

Inevitable Destruction by Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) by MarcelinePierson

I've always had a feeling that I would die young. Ever since I started pondering on deaths door I've had this feeling. I could care less about the hell and heaven shenanigans, but death. I want it. The end of my life. I want to be in my suit, in my coffin, in the ground and my soul to be gone. I've been waiting for 16 years, yet no sign of death opening his door no matter how many times I ring his doorbell. Yeah, I enjoy thinking about my end. Especially at moments like this... *** #1 physical #1 cuteguys #1 addiction #2 self-esteem *** Started: 7 November 2022 Finished: 18 April 2024

Snippets of Color by ggsnappy

I'm left with colors, feelings I can't even explain. I can only sit back, let it all flow, and be quiet

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THIS IS SO FRICKEN OLLDDDDD AND AAAA---- /drēm/ a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a persons mind during sleep. ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* Started: Nov 27th 2021 Ended: it ending.. I forgot when tho

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𝟏𝟖+| I was said to be 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞... 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. I had heard it so much in my life that it had manifested into a truth that remained rock solid in my brain. It consumed every surface of my body and mind like a deadly cancer It had become a promise to myself. A reminder. A standard. It was a rule applied to every person in my life, except him... He was the same as I was; no matter how different our outside identities were. We were cut from the same cloth on the inside. There was no denying that he and I were both broken souls left in a broken world. Both craving an eternal slumber before we met, but his darkness played so well with mine that suddenly it began feeling more like light, warmth, goodness... a happy ending. "...𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲... 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂," --------------------------- Partying. That was the one thing Chandler did best, and everyone in town knew that. But when one of her parties get out of hand and the cops are called, she's in for a rude awakening as she comes face to face with the new guy in town: Officer Herrera. He's wasn't like the usual officers she dealt with, and she finds that out quite quickly as she gets dragged away to jail for the night. They both wish to never see each other again, but there was something stronger than their dislike for each other keeping them together. The stronger their dislike grows, the more attached they become, until the lines become so blurred that they can't tell the difference between hatred and love anymore. They could say they hated each other, but if anything, a small part of them knew it would turn into love. If that love would last once everything was revealed... It was only a matter of time before they found out. ----