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Deep End

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Having a life like mine feels like swimming in a deep sea, stranded in the darkness and feels like drowning any moment.


Once is coincidence. 
             I never thought I will fall in love with him, but having him in my life brings  me so much heartaches and hard times especially when he abandon me and left something I never thought is a blessing for me. An oxygen tank in my drowning life.


Twice is inevitable. 
              I've contented myself with what I have and strive myself to live again but when a man came in my life again, melting my heart and trembling my legs, I knew for sure it is something deeper than the first one. And I don't know if I can accept him when I k ow for a fact that he can also drown me down in the deepest unknown.


Thrice is intentional.
               I don't wanna dive more. So much heartaches has been done, so much mistakes has been made. How can the divine mercy give a harsh life to me? I'll be the biggest stupid bitch if I will continue swimming in the rough sea of life and let myself drown in the darkness again.

Now, I know that even how many times the waves will come and crash me down, I'll try to find my feet again. I'll swim until my last breath just to find the light again.


Started: November 26, 2017
Ended: ---All Rights Reserved

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