I Should Have Known Better
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Ongoing, First published Dec 26, 2017
This is a true story of my personal journey seeking health, fitness and longevity. There were setbacks, struggles, disappointments, and some learning along the way. With setbacks often comes reassessment, opportunity and reward. We all need to learn that. The fact that it has taken me a lifetime may not be so unusual.

I was recently asked, if I was 45 years old again, what would I do differently. My answer was, "not much", and the reason is that every age that we go through has it's own unique challenges that are specific to that age and circumstance. With time, our muscles and joints stiffen, our digestive systems deteriorate, and our hearing and sight worsens. So we need to keep changing our focus and pay attention to those needs as they arrise. There are no rules or guidance that fits all people for all ages. And there are no gurus. We all need to figure out our own path as we go along.

This story is about my travels along my path, but as I did, watching others going before me, there are some clues that may just feel like the right thing to do.
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Imagine this: drifting off to sleep, only to awaken in a world beyond your wildest dreams. You find yourself in a different civilization, at different point in time, where magic is a part of daily life with extraordinary laws of physics. There, free energy powers everything, immortality is a given, telepathy, telekinesis, elemental mastery and manipulation of matter are facts of reality. A realm where the science of interstellar and interdimensional space travel is taught in schools and vacations are spent on other planets of different galaxies in multiple universes. Pain and sickness are non existent and light energy (intelligent and infinitely abundant in the multiverse) creates all you'll ever need. You regularly reunite with loved ones from the past and future, living in harmony, never aging and angels are amongst the general population. That, is part of the reality I call my life - more specifically, since my 13th birthday. Before understanding what it all meant, I had to go through some experiences - a subtle and gradual initiation, which shifted my beliefs and ways of how I approached/ viewed the world. My conclusion: Now, currently 33 years old (in 2024), I feel comfortable with the research I've done, reaching a point where reality to me - is the dream and the dreams, are the real reality! And, it all started with that one vision I got, as I had just turned 13. It made life look like a big simulation, partly fabricated... like in a game. Thus, I am writing this book as a kind of journal/ a collection of the key dreams, visions and astral travels I have had - all filled with adventure, magic, romance and experiences from parallel lives that helped me explore the true nature of humanity within all of creation. I could as well be super-crazy but... I will leave that to you, to decide. Just take it all in with a hint of skepticism, self-discernment and an open mind. May this help you discover your magic within. Aaannnnd, have fun reading ;)