Trying Not To Love (COMPLETED)
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Complete, First published Dec 26, 2017
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I stepped forward and asked, "Where do you want me?" It took me a second to realize what I just said.

Shit!

I placed a hand on my crimson face and muttered, "Get your head out of the gutter! You know what I meant."

He laughed, his voice sounded hoarse and deep even when he's laughing.

I peeked at him from the gap I made between my fingers.

He was close. So close. He grabbed my hand and took me to the bed.

Damn! It did sound sexy.

His shirt was loose. Too large for me, and it hung on me like a cloth hung on a hanger.

He sat on the bed, criss crossed and pulled me to him.

♡♡♡♡♡

The thing about love is... its unpredictable. Even when you don't want love, it just happens. 

Cassandra is your typical anti-social tomboy where Easton is your black leather jacket high school bad boy. 

Cassandra and her siblings arrive at Brinkley mansion hoping the year to get by quickly so they can be back with their dad. But then they meet Easton who has a different plan for them. 

The to-be sole heir of Brinkley Inc., rude, party lover, filled with nothing but rage for the invaders in his house, becomes determined to bring the truth out to world about his father by making the lives of Cassandra and her siblings living hell.

Cassandra is not supposed to fall in love with someone like Easton who not only doesn't want her here but also isn't even available.

Join these two teens in their journey to find what's right kind of love, or is there even a righteousness to love?

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5 parts Complete Mature

DISCRETION SERIES - Stand Alone - BOOK #5 ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎ " I only trust you, Tesoro.. " He muttered once again, not budging when I tried to pull my arm, and I bit my lip. " But we just met.. " I whispered, and he narrowed his eyes at me. " Now, Teegan. " He said firmly but thankfully, not angrily. I debated for a few seconds, and after realizing he wouldn't let me go if I didn't help him, I reluctantly sighed. " I have to leave the room to get the supplies to take out the bullet and clean your wound. " He looked at me for a moment before tightening his hand around mine for a split second. " If anyone else walks in here, little girl.. You're going to be in a lot of trouble.. " ♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎♠︎ Teegan Monroe. A 3rd-year medical student, sheer perfectionist, and overthinker has found herself in quite the predicament after meeting.. Levi Amante. A crude, flawed, highly attractive man... who happens to be a ruthless mafia leader who enjoys torturing and taking the lives of others.. He enters her into his world in which she discovers her greatest fantasies as well as her possible worse nightmares. Will their love be able to prevail in the midst of lies, secrets... death, and blood, or will they ultimately leave one another with an aching heart that will never be repaired? ♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎ WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS HIGHLY EXPLICIT AND MATURE CONTENT AND EXPLICIT LANGUAGE. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. IF YOU ARE NOT A FAN OF CONTROLLING MEN AND A SEMI-SUBMISSIVE FEMALE LEAD, THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR YOU! I REPEAT, PLEASE DO NOT ENTER THIS BOOK WITH THE INTENTION OF ALREADY NOT LIKING IT AND LEAVING HATE COMMENTS.

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