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die die die..... why am i still living, get a grip to your self just one small line draw on your wrist and you can never return from your dark.
in that dark there will be no one to hurt you.
no one to touch you.
no one to judge you.
no fakeness
no betrayal
god i am freaking human being and I'm freaking girl.
yeah I'm a girl who lost herself
I'm a girl who cant be accepted by her..own family only...if they know what happened to me....
I'll be an outcasted girl.
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she is so beautiful not just beautiful she's so freaking beautiful that i can't take my eyes from her and there she is not giving a damn about me reading those damn book what is there in that..that she lost in it.
she's blushing now definitely that book should be nastiest cause she's blushing uncontrollably and seeing that damn thing i lost my shit.
doomed...
lost in her..
mine:)
yep I'll make her mine.
can't be my self if she is not in my life any more.
i think i should climb tooo many ladder to reach her heart cause she's not give a damn about her surrounding's and i have a body that can't be ignored. not at all...
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