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"Ive never been loved... Im not good enough for you... You deserve... Better..." you said holding back tears
"but what if i dont want good enough? what if i want someone who isnt perfect.... I love you... i want you, and i always will.."

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Triggers will be involved as well, so if you are triggered by self harm and etc. I suggest you read something else

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Euphoric but Empty by peachygyugyu

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