Him But His
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  • Reads 921
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  • Parts 3
  • Time 49m
Ongoing, First published Dec 26, 2017
Hot tears pricked his eyes and tears ran down his face as he silently began to sob. The betrayal and fear, feeling like a stab to his heart, made him die inside.

' Why..? Why..?? ', he internally wept hopelessly and pleaded.

But it was opening his eyes, meeting gaze with the one who wasn't holding a gun directly at him, that made him sigh in relief and gaze in lucid yearning at the familar individual.

To the one who he once adored and desired unconditionaly. The one who he would have done absolutely anything for.

Who was he to talk, it wasn't as if he ever stopped..

Afterall, the fetus in his stomach was living, physical proof of his hidden and denied unhealthy, insane desire, devotion and yearning to see and be with the other once again.

He realized that just now..

But it was the situation at hand that was what was so horrifiying and scaring.. because his life and another innocent one was on the line.

' Was a normal and peaceful life too much to ask for..?? ', he internally sobbed broken and terrified, heartbroken.

' Just what had he done in his life to have deserved all of this? '



(Top!Namjoon, Bottom!Seokjin)
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{ᴛᴀᴇʜʏᴜɴɢ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ} "You know what? I'm more than angry. I'm furious. You throw away my feelings like they're nothing. Like I'm nothing. And then you go and make out with my best friend." She stayed silent for a while. "Forget it. You don't have feelings for me. Forget it." "Taehyung, I do have feelings for you, it's just-" "No, you don't. If you did, then you wouldn't treat me like a paper bag, or like I'm just at your disposal." I was starting to lose my grip, my legs felt like jello and I could barely see her anymore. "Taehyung, you aren't just at my disposal. I really do-" "Forget-" "Taehyung." Her voice was stern and I stopped suddenly. "You don't see what I see. I see this amazing, charming and handsome man in front of me. I smile when thinking about you. I want to do everything in my power to make you happy, but it's just that I'm still figuring out my feelings for Jungkook too." She sighed. I paused and processed all of her words. Her words felt like rich velvet throughout my body, but my mind was racing. She still has to choose. She still doesn't have enough feelings for you to pick you. You're still not enough. "Until you're able to choose, I won't believe you." ☾☼☽☼☾☼☽☼☾☼☽ Contains mature themes such as gore, language, and slightly sexual interactions. Published: April 20th, 2018 Finished: April 9th, 2020 All Rights Reserved Anything remotely like another story is purely coincidental
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His words were comforting. And that's what she needed. After all the back to back bad incidents in her past, she felt every person like threat. But here she was in a hold of a man but didn't find any negative aura from him. She felt safe with him. His touch was soothing and she liked it. Slowly she placed her hand on his which was cupping her face. Nobody is breaking the eye contact. And suddenly her eyes went wide and her hold on his hand tightened. "What's wrong?" Jungkook asked worriedly on her sudden change of expression. And she slightly smiled and withdrew his hands from her cheeks and took his hand to her lower abdomen by slightly brushing the back of his hand on her clothed tender breast unintentionally. "I-I felt the first quickening!" she answered him with a smile on her face but he made a confusing face but still smiled looking at her happy face. "Quickening?" he asked her. "I felt the baby move for the first time..!" her joyful reply bought a natural bunny smile on Jungkook's face. "Really?" he slowly and gently pressed his hands on her lower abdomen to feel any sensation but didn't get any in return so he gazed at her and shook his head slightly , saying he didn't. He still kept his hand on her small round belly and asked " What it feels like?" he asked the question like an amused cute little kid. "Hmm it felt like flutters, or a light tickle or most probably felt like a little tap in my lower abdomen but it was painless."she bit her lower lip and giggled like a happy kid with red nose and puffy eyes. But she still looked beautiful to him.
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