Ricky dillon's sister
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He moved out 2 years ago.
He broke all contact 1 year and 322 days ago.
She became depressed 1 year ago
Her first attempt was 1 year and 284 days ago
The first time she drew on herself was 1 year and 300 days ago.
She stoped eating 1 year and 301 days ago.
Its not a pretty way of thinking. But its the only way she knows how. Madison was crushed after her brother Ricky left and the hate started to come in. What happens when he comes back to fix things? Or is it to late?
Sorry the description is bad but please read the story. :)
Aug 2014
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