Have you ever come up to your mind that you feel like you're dying? You feel numb and you just want to ignore the shits in this world. You just want to be fine but the destiny says not. You want to be okay but it turns it out, the exact opposite of being okay always happen. You just want to be happy but there is someone in your mind and murmuring that says you don't deserve it. I am Sandra Alexa Lozano also known as Alexandra Zenemij and this is my chaotic life. (Revision)