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I'm Still Me || Zaniam

-NiamsDirection-

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Reads 12,492
Votes 637
Parts 25
Time 4h 2m

-NiamsDirection-

Mature

abuse degrassi drama edsheeran ftm harrystyles horayne horlik joshdevine liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran niam niamhorayne stronglanguage transgender violence zaniam zaynmalik ziall ziallhorlik ziam

[Completed + AU]

Niall wasn't your typical male.

He had a binder around his chest, fair skin and partially hairy legs like a girl. But Niall didn't feel like a girl at all.

Ever since he was little, he denied that fact, wanting to become a male, because that's who he thought he was.

Whatever it took for him to do that, he would, even if it would provoke people that dislike that fact. If people did, it would hurt, but Niall was a male and nobody was going to change that. Even a football player with an amazing smile.

Nobody would persuade him to go back to Natalie Horan. No one would get into his mind and change him. No one.

~*~

Contains: Violence/Abuse, Strong Language, FTM (Female To Male) Transgender, Heavy Drama

Cover by: @njhrainbowAll Rights Reserved

abuse degrassi drama edsheeran ftm harrystyles horayne horlik joshdevine liampayne louistomlinson niallhoran niam niamhorayne stronglanguage transgender violence zaniam zaynmalik ziall ziallhorlik ziam

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