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Sick Mind ~ Poetry & Thoughts

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Just be prepared for sick thoughts, wishes, claims, hope or love.

"there are some dangerous creatures and things in the world... just allow me to tell you something about them."

Alle Gedichte und Sprüche sind meine eigene Kreation, geschaffen aus düsteren Gedanken. Die Worte sind das Produkt meiner Gedanken, entstanden aus Wünschen, Träumen und  Erfahrungen. 

~ Mit Vorsicht zu genießen.

Read and have fun!
Don't Like it? Don't Read it!

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Release by FeelMyBreath

This is a collection of my writing from the past 7 years. Before I started to write, I was a very lost individual, as are most teens, but I was lost in darkness. I was too afraid to move anywhere at all. I hid in the dark, debilitated by my own anxiety, sadnesses, anger, and hopelessness. I was desperate to be loved and feared it the most, I was a coward, I was self-destructive, I would mentally bend my thoughts to the point of bordering insanity. I was born into this world alone, and got too comfortable with it. Maybe I still am, but a fraction of what I used to be. This writing is extremely vulnerable, and potentially disturbing to others, as all my weaknesses, strengths, obsessions with making every moment sentimental, the sickening desperation I've had, the destructiveness, and the constant brutal reconstruction of my mind. Without guidance, it's been absolute intense chaos. Though, there is beauty in the darkness. Everything can be found in the darkness. You'll find that through my writing, I've somehow slowly become exactly what I've written. A living representation of my writing and what I wanted to be. Without myself even knowing it. A lot of my writing themes are based around nature, or some kind of natural aspect. The imagery I paint with natural metaphors is constant, the animals, just like you and I, the plants, and all other living things. I planted these seeds in my mind, unknowingly at the time, where I now feel the deep dark green jungle pressing at the inner walls of my skull. It's all that I want to consume my mind. There's so much to learn. The magic of nature, and it's infinite wisdom. It's as if I have been on this path all along, and I didn't even know what I was doing, yet my body and mind were passively taking care of me. Giving me and eventually showing exactly what I want, and wanted to become. I have every moment, every instance of suffering, and every epiphany to be thankful for. Soon, I'll be at peace from the raging storm.

Mad God's Love [Dark, enemies-to-lovers BL] by Audranasa

All he wanted was to disappear. What he found wouldn't let him go. Humanity clings to survival in fortified cities, learning to live beside the horrors that slipped in from another plane. Monsters now walk freely among the ruins of the old civilisation. For a runaway boy scraping by on the streets, danger is nothing new. Hunted by violent men and ignored by a society too busy surviving, he's learned to trust no one. But when he crosses paths with a strange, otherworldly being - one unlike any he's seen before - his life takes a turn for the surreal. The creature is powerful, unpredictable, and completely alien in thought. It breaks boundaries as easily as bodies, and the boy wants nothing more than to be rid of it. But fate - or an unbreakable, incomprehensible will - keeps pulling them together. As tension builds and an uneasy bond begins to form, a far greater danger looms. And it's not from the monsters outside the walls. The story in full, including the explicit excerpts: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0D5WL39BL (chapters 1 R - 12 BC) https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CYT3Q7H7 (chapters 13 R - 25 R) please leave reviews!

Sinners' Kingdom #1: The Book of Lust (Complete) by VeraNyx

EXCERPT It begins with sultry dreams, a shadowed apparition relentlessly seeking the sweet heat of her body no matter how Sable resists. Powerful, dominant, and with a touch like fire, the demon will stop at nothing to get what it wants. But this is only the beginning for Sable, who thought she left the world of magic long ago. Because this demon who demands her body is only the first of the Sins, Lust... and the rest are bound to follow. Her body is far from the only thing in jeopardy. They want her soul, her dormant powers, her secret birthright that she has been unaware of for so long -- and most dangerous of all, her heart. In the mad dash for power, the Sins will fight tooth and nail for both Sable and the throne of Hell. Somehow, she must bring them together at her side to fight the true enemy, and save the kingdoms of Hell, Heaven, and Earth. This is the Age of Sinners. Thy Kingdom come. *** A DARK REVERSE HAREM ROMANCE. CONTENT WARNINGS: Heavy dubious consent and varying themes of dark romance. Includes overstimulation, forced orgasms, somnophilia, and more. Thank you for following The Book of Lust! It is now complete, and the full ebook is available on Amazon Kindle.

•|𝐼𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒|• (Yandere Kny X Reader) by AshLeeNyx

̶Wa̶̶r̶n̶i̶n̶̶g ̶Ya̶̶n̶d̶e̶r̶̶e ̶t̶h̶e̶m̶e̶s . . . . . . ♥̶"̶̶I ̶̶L̶o̶̶v̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u ̶t̶o̶da̶̶y, ̶i ̶wa̶̶n̶t ̶y̶o̶u ̶t̶o̶m̶o̶r̶r̶o̶w a̶̶m̶d ̶i ̶n̶e̶̶e̶d ̶y̶o̶u ̶f̶o̶r ̶t̶h̶e ̶r̶e̶s̶t ̶o̶f ̶m̶y ̶l̶i̶f̶e.♥ ♥"̶I ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶t ̶c̶h̶o̶o̶s̶e ̶y̶o̶u, ̶m̶y ̶h̶ea̶̶r̶t ̶d̶i̶d."♥ ♥"̶i ̶n̶e̶e̶d ̶y̶o̶u, ̶i̶d̶i̶o̶t."♥ ♥"̶I̶n a̶̶n ̶e̶n̶d̶l̶e̶s̶s ̶̶g̶ra̶̶̶d̶e̶n ̶o̶f ̶f̶l̶o̶w̶e̶r ̶i ̶w̶i̶l̶l a̶̶l̶wa̶̶y̶s ̶p̶i̶c̶k ̶y̶o̶u."♥ ♥"̶H̶e̶y ̶i ̶wa̶̶̶n̶t̶e̶d ̶t̶o ̶t̶e̶l̶l ̶y̶o̶u...̶t̶h̶s̶t ̶s̶m̶i̶l̶e̶s ̶o̶f ̶y̶o̶̶r̶s ̶d̶r̶i̶v̶e̶r̶s ̶m̶e ̶c̶ra̶̶z̶̶y."♥ ♥"̶Y̶o̶u a̶̶r̶e ̶t̶h̶e ̶m̶o̶s̶t ̶b̶ea̶̶u̶t̶i̶f̶u̶l ̶t̶h̶i̶n̶g ̶i ̶k̶e̶e̶p ̶i̶̶n̶s̶i̶d̶e ̶m̶y ̶h̶ea̶̶r̶t."♥ ♥"̶t̶h̶e ̶w̶a̶̶y ̶y̶o̶u ̶l̶o̶o̶k a̶̶t ̶m̶e ̶ma̶̶k̶e̶s ̶m̶y ̶h̶e̶̶a̶̶r̶t ̶m̶e̶l̶t."♥ ♥̶"̶y̶o̶u ̶ha̶̶v̶e ̶n̶o̶ ̶i̶d̶ea̶ ̶h̶o̶w ̶fa̶̶s̶t ̶m̶y ̶h̶ea̶̶r̶t ̶ra̶̶c̶e̶s ̶w̶h̶e̶̶n ̶i ̶s̶e̶e ̶y̶o̶u."♥ ♥"̶y̶o̶u ̶ma̶̶k̶̶e ̶m̶e ̶f̶e̶e̶l ̶s̶p̶e̶c̶ia̶̶l a̶̶n̶d ̶i ̶l̶o̶v̶e ̶t̶ha̶̶t ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g.........."♥ ♥"̶Y̶o̶u ̶g̶i̶v̶e ̶m̶e ̶T̶H̶ A̶T ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶i̶n̶g. ̶ A̶n̶d ̶I'̶m a̶̶d̶d̶i̶c̶t̶e̶d ̶t̶o ̶i̶t."♥ Start: 06/21/22

Poetry As Ruined As I by HeraYokubo

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Heartless by Layanabella

My body trembled, but not from the cold. "You frighten me." His brow twitched, eyes darting around the features of my face. "Frighten, or excite?" His gaze dropped to my mouth. "Which is it, Miss Young?" ❆ Once upon a time in a dying village, there lived a girl who dreamed of a life free of fear and death. She yearned for a world not ruled by the darkness and the demons awaiting her inside it... For nearly eighteen years, Adaira Young has been able to hide from the monsters that plague her small village. Every year in Kinnot, a name must be drawn to be offered to the beasts from the mountains. Once they are sacrificed and disappear through the gates, they are never seen again. When Adaira's world comes crashing down around her and she finds herself on the outside of those very walls, Adaira comes face to face with the monster she's been cowering from all her life: A terrifying man named Beast. Whisked away to his palace in the icy mountains, Adaira struggles to adjust to her new life and fight the dangerous feelings of attraction growing inside her. But as the days grow colder and their relationship grows stronger, a deadly secret from Beast's past threatens to shatter everything. To live, he needs the one thing Adaira has to die for in order to love her: her heart. **A Beauty and the Beast retelling🖤♥️ Updates randomly, but mainly Friday's ⚠️❗️This book includes material that may be graphic to some viewers. Please take caution when reading⚠️❗️

The Book of Voltaire: Descent To Madness by VoltaireMalkavian

I'm an emotional dependent vampire. I do not need to feed on mortal blood, all I need is people's energy. I give them a good laugh, and I absorb that positive energy. If I were to absorb negative energy, I would feel worse than they do. Not only that, I am also a delusional psychic. Being a delusional psychic gives me pros and cons of my daily life. 50/50 of my premonitions are either delusion or any actual foreshadowing of the future like a seer and the way I could read people's minds so easily. I have this profound power of knowing things instantly that is impossible for me to even know, to the point that I shouldn't even know them. It is a creative and intuitive talent that helps me write books as I could use clairvoyance around the surrounding area and beyond, in order for me to write as much as information as I can. Such as "auto-writing" while astral projecting.

The Society by RyanWeldink

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This is a collection of my writing from the past 7 years. Before I started to write, I was a very lost individual, as are most teens, but I was lost in darkness. I was too afraid to move anywhere at all. I hid in the dark, debilitated by my own anxiety, sadnesses, anger, and hopelessness. I was desperate to be loved and feared it the most, I was a coward, I was self-destructive, I would mentally bend my thoughts to the point of bordering insanity. I was born into this world alone, and got too comfortable with it. Maybe I still am, but a fraction of what I used to be. This writing is extremely vulnerable, and potentially disturbing to others, as all my weaknesses, strengths, obsessions with making every moment sentimental, the sickening desperation I've had, the destructiveness, and the constant brutal reconstruction of my mind. Without guidance, it's been absolute intense chaos. Though, there is beauty in the darkness. Everything can be found in the darkness. You'll find that through my writing, I've somehow slowly become exactly what I've written. A living representation of my writing and what I wanted to be. Without myself even knowing it. A lot of my writing themes are based around nature, or some kind of natural aspect. The imagery I paint with natural metaphors is constant, the animals, just like you and I, the plants, and all other living things. I planted these seeds in my mind, unknowingly at the time, where I now feel the deep dark green jungle pressing at the inner walls of my skull. It's all that I want to consume my mind. There's so much to learn. The magic of nature, and it's infinite wisdom. It's as if I have been on this path all along, and I didn't even know what I was doing, yet my body and mind were passively taking care of me. Giving me and eventually showing exactly what I want, and wanted to become. I have every moment, every instance of suffering, and every epiphany to be thankful for. Soon, I'll be at peace from the raging storm.