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If Only...

ThatOneChickWonder

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ThatOneChickWonder

cast chloe dangerous dark death fiction linc mysterious obsess out possessive raze teen

"What made you think that I gave two shits about that?" Raze asked nonchantantly. 

I stared at him incredulously. "Who asked you to care?" I retorted, snatching the cup from his hand and downing the corner of liquor left in it. "I sure as hell didn't. All I wanted was a quick lay and you proved to be very futile in giving it to me. I didn't say anything about more or beyond that."

He arched an eyebrow at that before his head tilted to the side, as he studied me. I knew my blue-green eyes were red and bloodshot, but I honestly didn't care. He was staring at me at my worst and still thinking about fuck*ng. How like a man, especially one like him. 

"You want more, all women do," he responded. "Regardless of the fact that I don't want to be, I'm addictive, baby."

"You're addicted, alright," I snapped. "Addicted to that bullshit you sprout. You weren't even that good. I've had better. Ten times better. My ex put more into it, than you did."

I was lying, but he didn't need to know that. His ego needed to be put in check and I had no problem doing that. 

His eyes flashed for a moment before the words parted his lips. "Wanna bet, babe?" 

I barely had time to comprehend that he spoke before his lips came crashing down onto mine. 

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Possession Of His | 18+ by itsblissfuldreaming

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His fingers brushed through my hair, his lips against mine. Moving slowly, but fast. His body pressed against mine. The wall behind us felt hard against my back. Suddenly, his hands disappeared and his lips parted from mine. He took a step back. "Fuck Evie" he growls, walking to the other side of the bedroom. "What?" I breathed out, trying to catch my breath. My stomach felt like it was filled with butterflies, but they were trying to escape through my throat. "I just... why do you have to be..." he started, hesitating trying to find the right words. He was brushing his neck walking back and forth. "What, what am I?" I demanded an answer. "Why do you have to be my little sister's friend?" He finally shouts. "We can't do this. It's against the rules! We are like poisonous fruits for eachother" he speaks fast with a low tone. He's angry. "Don't you get that I know that? Sof is going to kill me if she ever finds out! But it shouldn't be wrong for two people to be attracted to eachother. Don't you feel the tension everytime we are in the same room? I can barely breathe when you walk past me. My head is a mess when I think of you. It's normal!" I burst out. He sits down on the bed, burying his face in his hands. With tears falling my cheeks, I run out of the room. My head spins. The alcohol has taken over my bloodveins. While I'm wandering through the hallway, I feel someones hand grabbing mine and it starts to drag me somewhere. This story contains adult actions and cursewords, mentions of death, abortion and miscarriage.