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Nachdem die 16 jährige Aurélie bereits ihren dritten Klinikaufenthalt aufgrund von Anorexie hinter sich hat, will sie ihr Leben in die Hand nehmen und beschließt einen Neunanfang in ihrem Leben. Sie setzt sich Ziele und beginnt ihre Träume zu notieren und fängt an sich Listen zu schreiben mit Dingen, die sie erleben möchte.
Damit ihr dieser Neustart gelingt, beschließt sie zu ihrem Vater nach Dresden zu ziehen, da ihre Eltern getrennt leben. 
Aurélie fängt an zu spüren, wie es ist lebendig zu sein, wie sich Liebe anfühlt, wie wunderschön ein Leben ohne Essstörung sein kann.All Rights Reserved

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Ellipsis...

It was he who helped me forget my past. It was he who acted as my medication for my depression and it was he that got me out of my misery. I hate my father for bringing this curse upon me and my mother. If it weren't for Sizwe, I would have already been gone from this planet resting in the afterlife. I tried to push Sizwe out of my life but he resisted. He didn't care about my flaws, especially the ones my father created. He has always been by my side. His ellipsis... changed everything. Thank you, Sizwe. -Lebohang Mahlangu WARNING!!! This book covers explicit content and topics such as violence, gender-based violence, suicide, and mental health issues. All events are fictional and it is not meant to offend anyone. You are advised when reading this story.