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Nachdem die 16 jährige Aurélie bereits ihren dritten Klinikaufenthalt aufgrund von Anorexie hinter sich hat, will sie ihr Leben in die Hand nehmen und beschließt einen Neunanfang in ihrem Leben. Sie setzt sich Ziele und beginnt ihre Träume zu notieren und fängt an sich Listen zu schreiben mit Dingen, die sie erleben möchte.
Damit ihr dieser Neustart gelingt, beschließt sie zu ihrem Vater nach Dresden zu ziehen, da ihre Eltern getrennt leben. 
Aurélie fängt an zu spüren, wie es ist lebendig zu sein, wie sich Liebe anfühlt, wie wunderschön ein Leben ohne Essstörung sein kann.All Rights Reserved

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