strikhedonia(n): the pleasure of being able to say, "to hell with it." i am megan. megan is the feeling of laughing until your stomach hurts, crying until no sound comes out, yelling until your throat is raw, and yet it is nothing but silence. is the guilt after doing something good, the fear of hurting someone else even if it makes you feel better. is caring about everyone because she doesn't know how to care about herself. this is the story of a megan. a story of pain and healing, of highs and lows, of growing up. a story to enjoy and get bored of. a story of a girl learning to love herself. i am megan. this is my story. love, M.E.G.A.N. p.s. yes the title is lowkey inspired by love, simon. don't judge me. it's a great title.
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