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The Unknown. Phan AU

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Time 1h 49m

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Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him.
Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did.
He was suffering and was so close to giving up.

Then he met Phil. 

Phil changed everything.

TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute

COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOSAll Rights Reserved

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