Previously called "Behind the story of: Breaking the 4th Wall"
This does have comedy in it if you're wondering, now on to the real stuff.
Hey, so this story isn't really a story. It's more like a series of stories from the perspective of multiple characters, or people if you will. It's about a class, more than one class, a performing arts class. The curriculum is simple, some acting here, dancing there, a sprinkle of singing and technical backstage stuff. The hard stuff is what comes with it. The teacher, well... she's a mess. But, so are her teenage students. This story reflects a lot of my own beliefs on life, and it helps to put a name of all of the conflicting voices in my head, the different people in there that have so many different things to say.
*WARNING!*
This contains curse words, mental illness, drugs, alcohol, descriptive mentions of sexual situations, descriptive gore, and a lot of other serious topics that are far too dramatized and glossed over in the world of cinema and literature. I have know idea what someone who's actually experienced any of these things actually feels like, but however it is, I am stating how my character feels.
These characters are all my own, they do not represent anyone I know in real life, but I will not gloss over their words. In their minds, their pain is real, and in mine, I choose to listen to them. Call me a witch, or a psychic if you must, but I'm only doing this to get rid of the notion that pain is fair, that pain is romantic, that pain is intellect, that pain doesn't hurt as much as it does. Because no matter how you dress it up, it is pain. Be open in the comments. Be open about how you feel. I don't care if you read it and say "Wow I hate this so much." Keep reading it. Because there is so much more than pain in this. You just have to look and you will see it.
CRINGE WARNING!
First book I ever wrote on here!!
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"Sometimes the person who you are willing to take a bullet for is the person behind the gun."
I stood peering over the cold lifeless body that lay before my eyes. I had always thought of death the enemy, but right now, I blessed it upon the person who is now at peace. Sometimes you don't need to be the smartest, or the fastest, but you do need to be wisest.
They say the blood runs deeper than water, and I believe it, because even though the people that we love can turn on us and begin to hate us, they are only human, meaning that soon they will begin to see how short life really is and how it is not to be wasted.
People who seem perfect and they look like they have no floors'; they are the people who are suffering, like I was. But I found my savior in the most uncommon place. He was able to look through my mask, he saw the cracks, and tried to fix the broken girl that hid away deep inside the girl who only wanted to be seen as 'fine'.
I slowly began to find comfort and safety in him, and I did the same to him. We were two broken people becoming whole. Someone once said when you pass, if you can count your true friends on one hand you are beyond lucky, and I even though I did not like the person that lay before me, I know that he once had true friends, including me.
I'm a 17 year old girl who has suffered more than any other, beginning to believe that 'Hope' was just another word the people throw around. Until I fell in love with a badboy.
Trailer to the side -------------------> Made By @Laura__1
Cover made by @Beautiful_Tragedy8
Copyright 2014