i saw the razor blade on the top of my drawer. i wanna grab it and cut my wrist. but then i realized, what good will it do to me. It will only add to the pain im feeling right now. I almost lost myself. im drowning and sadly i couldnt save myself from being drowned. It's suffocating me. Everything we have, all the moments we've shared together now turned into total disaster. I was left all alone with nothing but me and my broken heart. What to do? I'm clueless, i'm broken, i'm totally ruined.All Rights Reserved