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So This Is How It's Gonna Be?

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Elliot is a transgender boy in high school. He's just trying to live life to the fullest and finish his high school education. 

I'm not good at descriptions, this is a very LGBTQ+ story with many characters that represent, but honestly they are just trying to live there lives and get high school drama over with. It's their junior year, 2 years left. What will happen?

⚠️⚠️⚠️I am gonna put a warning here that this will get grim. This will consist of depression, anxiety, bullying, harsh language, self harm, and possibly more. I will put a warning at the beginning of any chapter that will have any mention of this stuff.⚠️⚠️⚠️All Rights Reserved

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