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Losing my balance

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Parts 6
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Indigo is a innocent girl living in a world that she hasn't even begun to understand yet. Ever since her dad died when she was younger her life started going down hill from her mom getting hooked on drugs, to her older brother selling dope.

It seemed as if the universe just wasn't on her side giving her obstacle after obstacle. What happens when she finally finds her break but it has to do with a not so good person.

Will she listen to everyone around her telling her that she's making a mistake or will she blame not knowing what real love ever felt like to stay with this certain person who's no good for her.


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