*⚠ WARNING ⚠ this story has a lot of graphic details including rape, self harm, drug abuse, death, and physical/emotional/verbal abuse. ** Tay loved too many people. Tay loved getting high. Tay loved holding her, kissing her. Tay loved driving too fast. Tay loved metal on her wrist. Tay hated family. Tay hated her mom. Tay hated her dad. Tay hated fear. Tay hated being hurt.