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How Do I Go On?

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Parts 12
Time 1h 23m

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Another day of school 

Another day in hell

Why did we need school In the first place, it was basically prison if you ask me? They keep us locked in a little building seven hours a freaken day while old women lecture us about information we are never going to use again. 

But here I am about to walk through the big glass doors that lead to West High. 

I knew what awaited me in there I would walk In and all eyes would be on me, my two best friends, Victoria and Alex would rush to my sides and start asking me how I was doing. I would spend the next seven hours avoiding Caleb's stars as he tried to find a way to get me to talk to him. 

I would trudge through the day like I had for the past 7 months since she had left me and the worst part is that I would have to act like everything was perfect and no one would suspect a thing. 


Can Melody get past this on her own or does she need the help of Zach brooks the schools bad boyAll Rights Reserved

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Girl With the Heart of Stone by Pam-The-Lamb

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