Alicia Smith is a 15 year-old female who lives in a crappy orphanage, due to her family dying in a car accident over 12 years ago. She has been at this orphanage for almost all her life, and she desperately wanted to leave. The other orphans that are there with her are older than her and they bully her and they harass her making her even more depressed about how her life has been going lately. Luckily for her, she had gotten a phone and a WiFi password so she can listen to all her favorite music. All Alicia ever wanted was to be adopted and go to warped tour. All she ever dreamed about was meeting Bvb and quite possibly doing a meet n greet. {Don't be too harsh in the comments section please, this is my one book that I am actually gonna try really hard on so please don't make me give up on it} (A/N THERE WILL MOST LIKELY BE SOME GRAPHIC SCENES AND SOME TRIGGERING THINGS HERE SUCH AS SELF-HARM, GORY/VIVID PARTS. I will warn you ahead so if you don't like that, then skip. !!!!!!PLEASE KNOW I DON'T EVER WANT TO HEAR ABOUT ANYONE HURTING THEMSELVES OR EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT! ITS TERRIBLE AND JUST DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With all that said and done lets get to the story, (if you will actually read is up to you.)