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Keep My Heart Beating

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I'm not saying anything. This is a story about a girl falling in love and discovering what loss feels like, but I can't say anything or else the major points (surprises) will already be known.

Update: Also it has been brought to my attention that this sounds a lot like Hey Violet's "Hoodie". I love that song, but it was not in my mind when I wrote this. In fact, I forgot half the lyrics when I was told it seemed like that song. So sorry to Hey Violet but it's a lit song and go listen to it if you haven't.All Rights Reserved

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