Evanesce

Sinister Reese was a sadistic, crazy and moody psychopath. I can almost hear her saying "But cute!" She was my very first friend in this crowded city. She approached me first and I was really shocked because I'm socially impaired and shamefully boring, but she stood up with me.

I remember our talks, she was very abusive and manipulative hahahaha she mocked and played jokes with me. I could've hate her, honestly, but I was amused with the way she say things.

And from there, she became my Hermione.

A bond between strangers was formed and then suddenly she opened my eyes to what friendship should really be. But I became distant, for a bit. I was thinking if I should go on with our relationship or not because I am afraid to open my gate for someone who is temporary. I tried to shoo her away by saying odd things about me, about my unlikely other side, about things that shouldn't be talked about. I tried to scare her, so she will have a reason to leave me. But of course, being my Hermione, she ignored all of that and chose to stick with me.

Words cannot express how grateful I am to her. She was always there for me, she knew when things get ducked, she cheered me up and made me rethink things again, she was annoying and irritating, she was jolly.

She was everything completely opposite of who I 'think' I am.

She was my Hermione. No one can replace her, no one.

So, Sin, if you're hearing this now from wherever you are, please stop cringing. I tried my best to be formal and decent and sweet and nice. Please consider that I tried, okay? Hahahahahaha. Be happy or whatever just don't ever visit me on Earth. I don't want to have a lost soul lounging in my house. Hahaha. But we can go somewhere we will both agree. Let's go to Fully Booked or Book Sale or NBS or any place reeking coffee aroma and the smell of books.

I love you, little sis.

From Earth to you, I want to say I love you.