Losing control: Phan

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Parts 31
Time 1h 18m

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Magic isn't real as far as Phil Lester is concerned.

Magic controls Dan Howell's life.

What will happen when a non believer meets the magic himself?All Rights Reserved

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DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

The Boy in the Garden (Phan) by panickedintrovert

(Highschool AU) Dan Howell and Phil Lester had nothing in common. But when the two of them end up working together in the abandoned school garden, will friendship- or something more- develop between them?

Midnight || Phan {Complete} by somesortofuser

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

bruised knuckles - a phanfic by awoohowell

Daniel James Howell. The tough, sarcastic bad boy. A lot of people fear him, others envy him, some even admire him. Philip Michael Lester isn't one of those people. He hates, well maybe not hates, Dan and Dan knows exactly why.

I'll Be Here Patiently Waiting ~ a Phanfiction ~ by phanskies

When Dan Howell wakes up in a stranger's house; the home of Phil Lester after being beaten up and left on the concrete, he soon becomes friends with Phil, but when he develops feelings for the hero, will Phil feel the same way?

discontinued // my winged warrior // phan by thattumblrchick

"It's like you're a whole new person when you forget to be afraid. And that person you become, he's free." ☾❀☽ When Phil was ten, he got lost in the woods, and was found by a strange winged boy with a secret that not everyone could see. The pair fell in love, only to have their memories of each other stolen away from them forever. Years later, the short and shy Phil Lester meets the tall and sarcastic Dan Howell who wears a flower in his hair and seems to be hiding something. For a reason that neither of them can explain, they are drawn to each other. {This fanfiction is relatively safe} NO suicide NO depression NO self harm NO eating disorders It does have some minor triggers, including bullying, and slight anxiety. Message me if you need specifics, and I'll let you know. Stay safe.

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Pastel!Dan is new to town, and Punk!Phil finds himself falling for the boy he'd never talk to.

{COMPLETED} Dan Howell is the equivalent of a brainless potato in our society. A Non-Master surrounded by people who can do anything perfectly, first try, he is incompetent, lonely, and one of the last remaining teens who knows what the word practise means. To him, Phil Lester is nothing but another Master - someone who will dismiss Dan as an idiot. But to Phil, Dan means much more than that.

Phan / Oneshots Collection by adorablejse

--> just a few short stories about dan howell & phil lester (phan). mostly all are au but there is the occasional real life story. • COMPLETED 29/06/16 • --> trigger warnings are mentioned at the beginning of oneshots if any are used.

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DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

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