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evelyn ice jared relationships reluctance romance scars

John's death killed me. 

He left me in a shattered mess; not knowing where the pieces landed. And when I had eventually strived to build myself up again, I was always one piece short and that one piece I knew I would never get back. John took that piece with him. And he was never coming back. 

His death made me want to run so I did; leaving my loving family in the dust and hid where no one could find me. And when I was well hidden is when I started to weep; to let my misery wash over me. When I was alone with no one but myself,  I let myself cry for the loss of my beloved husband and best friend. I also wept for the loss of myself; for that piece I will never get back; for never feeling whole again.  

So with my glued self I returned to Stormridge; to home. I realized I needed to stop running. I wasn't going anywhere, nor was life taking me anywhere. So I'm back; back to my only home to my only family. The only place I ever felt like I belonged, the only place where I loved and felt loved.  

But now that I'm back, there one thing that bothers me and that is the way Jared makes me feel. I had built myself into a cold being, with ice surrounding my heart, but with Jared's every stare a layer of chips off and I melt a little. 

He makes me angry for needing him, for wanting him. The last thing I am, is needy or maybe it's that we need each other. After all, we both lost a loved one; be it husband or a brother.All Rights Reserved

evelyn ice jared relationships reluctance romance scars

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What Are We?

...there is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable. " Kharis, why don't you just tell me how you feel because how you act is confusing me. " I said fed up with the uncertainty of our situation. " Is there something here or am I just making a fool of myself?" I scoffed. Having said that out loud, a cloud of embarrassment built over me. Of course there was nothing between us, he wasn't capable of looking at me as anything other than an intruder to his perfect little family. He just needed a shoulder to cry on and a heart to play games with and like the fool I am, I served it up to him on a silver platter. This was nothing but a way for him to deal with the whole Kalen situation. I was just a distraction. He remained completely silent and that was a good enough answer for me. I should have crushed this stupid crush years ago. I should have never let him get this close. " Okay, " I said softly. " I get it, I was just a distraction, a way to deal with what's happening." I had to fight real hard to fight back the tears that were just begging to be let free. He doesn't deserve them, no one does!. " I should have known! " I said feeling like an utter fool. I attempted to push past him but before I could he stepped in front of me and looked me dead in the eyes. Shit, maybe I shouldn't have mentioned Kalen. He kept his eye contact as he slowly got to his knees. He's eyes were watery at this point and the guilt of mentioning Kalen was beginning to eat me up. Shit, shit! " I'm sorry, I shouldn't have..." I said getting to my knees as well. " I don't know how you've been able to over look all the shit I put you through over the years." He said with such a low tone, i don't think he was talking to me. He immediately looked away probably ashamed of himself. " I'm blackened at the heart by all the pain I caused you, so don't apologize I'm only getting what I deserve.