Looking within

Looking within

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This is not a story, this is simply an author's personal relation to certain psychological disorders and other personal topics. I guess you can call it a semi diary. Life can be extremely hard sometimes, I am here to write about my own ideas and feelings. I know that somewhere out there someone else might be struggling to understand what's wrong with them the way I am struggling, and maybe if I write about my personal experience, I can help someone.
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