I Rather Choose Death
- LECTURAS 259
- Votos 1
- Partes 17
What do you do when you're living a lie ? When everybody say "Girl, you have it all and you're living a women's dream." all because you're so good at hiding the hurt and pain you go through every day and night. What do you do when you have to put a mask over your true beauty before you leave the house every morning? When you're just so over this life that you have to fake a smile so it won't show. Pretending that you have the perfect man but behind close doors he is so imperfect. What do you do when love locks you in a cage and you feel like there's no way out ? When your so stripped from your identity that when you look in the mirror you can't recognize your reflection ? When you had so much self love and it all get stripped away because the man you're in love with verbally abuses you. When you know the situation you're in is only going to put you in the ground but you're just so afraid to leave. Tell me....What do you do with your life when you rather choose death ?
~Layla Williams
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VERSION 1 "Do you do this with every girl you think is pretty or am I special?" "You're very special. You're my sapphire. You're my introspection and meditation" He says as he kisses my hand "I love you, Diamond." I chuckle "I love you too." Pecks my lips. "but isn't this selfish?" He squeezes my hand. "Sometimes you have to be selfish for your happiness." 40k+ words 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍 is a travel blogger and influencer and single mother.She goes to a night club and waits for her brother to arrive. While waiting she meets 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐎. Her brother Shawn's best friend. He immediately catches her eye. She does the same to him. He's charming but stern at the same time. He's what she wants and she is what he wants. But his job interferes with their relationship and so does his best friend and her ex. 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐘 Very fast paced. VERSION 2 "What are you both doing here?" I ask them. "Did you really think we wouldn't find out? I mean honestly Diamond, do you think we're stupid?" I finally realize what this is, a confrontation. "I-I'm so-" "Sorry? save your words, Love. We aren't here for for that, we're sure you could apologize in other ways..right,Marciano?" Cyrus says and Marci nods. "What can I do?" "Lay down and let us handle the rest." ---------------------------------------------- ACCIDENTAL PREGNANCY, WHY CHOOSE? FAST PACED.Concluida
Make It Through The Lies(On-Going)
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For The Press
Asher rolls his eyes and then turns back to me. "One more." He leans back in and kisses me for a second, biting my lip and then pulling away. He leans his forehead against mine and breathes deeply. "I don't think I can fucking contain myself tonight if you're gonna look like that." I look up at him and feel everything become molten. ༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛ 𝗔𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗿𝘀 ↬ she's your basic, molded into the background, type girl. She does everything she can to stay unseen. The only people she can trust are her friends, but they don't even know about all of her trauma. No one does. She's just trying to get through highschool so that she can leave her town, and never look back. ༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛ 𝗔𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 ↬ he's your average, female loved, boy. Well, kinda average. He just happens to be one of the most popular singers of his generation. All girls love him, all guys envy him. He's been touring around Europe for a while, but he's ready for a break. He ends up moving to Calloway, New York, to take a break from his career. But, Calloway just happens to be the town Allie lives in. ༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛༛ 𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗮 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗽 between the two happens at school, rumors start to spread that they're dating. The two are forced to pretend to have a relationship for the sake of Asher's career. But, a lot can happen when you fake date a rockstar 𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀. (𝗧𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗮/𝗻) ༛ EDITED ༛ ༛ REWRITTEN ༛ ༛ NEW CHAPTERS FROM ASHER'S POV ༛Concluida
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VERSION 1 "Do you do this with every girl you think is pretty or am I special?" "You're very special. You're my sapphire. You're my introspection and meditation" He says as he kisses my hand "I love you, Diamond." I chuckle "I love you too." Pecks my lips. "but isn't this selfish?" He squeezes my hand. "Sometimes you have to be selfish for your happiness." 40k+ words 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍 is a travel blogger and influencer and single mother.She goes to a night club and waits for her brother to arrive. While waiting she meets 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐎 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐎. Her brother Shawn's best friend. He immediately catches her eye. She does the same to him. He's charming but stern at the same time. He's what she wants and she is what he wants. But his job interferes with their relationship and so does his best friend and her ex. 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐍𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐘 Very fast paced. VERSION 2 "What are you both doing here?" I ask them. "Did you really think we wouldn't find out? I mean honestly Diamond, do you think we're stupid?" I finally realize what this is, a confrontation. "I-I'm so-" "Sorry? save your words, Love. We aren't here for for that, we're sure you could apologize in other ways..right,Marciano?" Cyrus says and Marci nods. "What can I do?" "Lay down and let us handle the rest." ---------------------------------------------- ACCIDENTAL PREGNANCY, WHY CHOOSE? FAST PACED.
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