Spencer
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Imagine being a boy, knowing you're a boy, but no one can see you as a boy. You get called a princess everyday, you get told you will always be someone's daughter, someone's sister, and someone's granddaughter, no matter what you do. They tell you that, you will always be their sweet little Abigail, the name you were born with, your entire life to them, that they will never see you as Spencer, who you truly are. It feels as though you are getting stabbed in the stomach with a red hot knife every time they say something like that to you. You feel as though they've slammed a cold cell door on the relationship that could have developed if they even tried. The worst part of all is these people are your family, people who are supposed to love you no matter what under any circumstances.
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