Too Far From Perfect
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Ongoing14m
Last published Thu, Feb 14, 2019
I had it all. My life, my friends, my parents, my boyfriend.... all perfect. I've often been called perfect myself and I never took it for granted. I could see my entire life like I had already lived it a thousand times. My happily ever after with my boyfriend ha always just been there waiting for me.... that is until that horrible day.
My name is Nikki and I am no ordinary girl, my father is the the beta of the Black shadow pack and my mom... well she was a human. Well my boyfriend was the Alpha's son and we are perfect for each other. Were perfect for each other.
We were deeply and madly in love we started as childhood friends but that turned into much more when I was 15 and him 16. We've been dating for almost three year now and my 18th birthday is coming up and that when I will shift for the first time, and find my mate. Me and My Boyfriend are both virgin we saved our selves until we found out that we were officially mates.
Other than that I have two best friends who I can not live with out, and well I don't anymore. None of it I don't have any of that. It's all gone just like that. A disappearing act that will never be reversed. Every thing can be lost in a blink of an eye and I am not shitting you when I say that it's completely and utterly true.
One love, One mistake. It will haunt me forever. Trauma, Injury, Betrayal, Love, Lust, Anger. Perfect and now just....... Too Far From Perfect.
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