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Parts 12
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poison_x_cupcake

anorexia emo suicide

she lay in her bathtub... still but alive... barely holding on... her blade at her side... Her note on the sink... it was all in order... the blood oozing down her arms into the cold water... she closed her eyes and let go...... 
seems more of an ending the beginning right? wrong... this is only one of her many attempts to end her life....  but is this attempt the start of a new day for her or the end of her life shes so desperately wanted? read more to find out....All Rights Reserved

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Darling & Foster

"I would kill to be skinny," She would always cross her arms and say. So she did what she said, she went killing, but the only person she was killing, was herself. //COMPLETED//