carve
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Ongoing15m
Last published Sun, Aug 17, 2014
she lay in her bathtub... still but alive... barely holding on... her blade at her side... Her note on the sink... it was all in order... the blood oozing down her arms into the cold water... she closed her eyes and let go......
seems more of an ending the beginning right? wrong... this is only one of her many attempts to end her life.... but is this attempt the start of a new day for her or the end of her life shes so desperately wanted? read more to find out....
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All I want is to be alone. I wish that no one existed. My name is Zeina. I don't talk much. Not at all actually. Well not really. I sign or write things down in my notebook. I can speak. But I really only speak to those I trust. Today I'm gonna die. Don't feel bad for me, I am choosing my fate after all. Im tired of living. It's exhausting really living up to your own expectations and the expectations of others. I'm sick of shaving every inch of my limbs, plucking my eye brows, doing my hair, getting dress. Honestly I'm sick of people. My hair is long and dark brown with blonde in it. I have bangs that hang over my face and ever so slightly across my eyes. I don't have friends. My family sucks. So if you're reading this I have a question for you. Are you an outcast too. Everyday I come home from school, take sleeping pills, and go to sleep. Now I just want to sleep. Infinitely. (A/N I'm currently editing this!)
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