Bullet Hearts
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  • Reads 10,119
  • Votes 478
  • Parts 27
  • Time 1h 52m
Ongoing, First published Jan 04, 2018
"Please Billie, put it down!" I screamed at him. 

My heart was beating out of my chest and my eyes were so swollen from crying I could swear they were going to burst.

"If you care for me at all, you will put that down..." I pointed at him and waited to see what he would do next. My hand was shaking and yet, I tried to hide the fact that standing there was killing me.

And soon enough, I saw Billie's body fall to the floor, taking all my hope with him. 

He was fine. He was fine yesterday. He was happy. He laughed. He was moving forward. He had a goal. He talked about the future. He was in love. 

He was happy. 

Wasn't he?
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"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)
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Book 1/3 Billie: "I'm leaving for tour in two days, we've been having these issues and we've tried to fix them. But it's just not working like we need them to." Maddie: "Are you breaking up with-" I cut her off by placing my finger on her mouth Billie: "Don't finish that sentence." I removed my finger from her mouth and sighed. "Look we've tried and it didn't work, you're too busy to come on tour with me which I completely understand. I'm proud of you with everything that you have done." Tears started to escape from my eyes but I quickly wiped them away hoping that she didn't see. "While I'm on tour, away from you for so so so long. I think we should..." I was trying to figure out how to word this. "I just don't think right now is our time. That made no sense oh my god!" I screamed in frustration. *i do not own any pictures used in this book* ----------------------- Started: 06-30-19 Finished: 03-04-20