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Strawberry Fields

justadirtyhippie

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Reads 126
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Parts 2
Time 11m

justadirtyhippie

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"It wasn't just a want, it was a need. A deep desire, no a craving, that burned through me constantly. It was so great my head pounded, I was twitchy, and ready to snap at any moment. All from just not having it. It was crazy how something so small and seemingly insignificant could impact my life. Pills. Percocets were my poision of choice. I craved other drugs too, but none of them quite like this. It wasn't this great hold that drove me completely mad. It was more like it drove me kind of mad... I needed them to function everyday. All the other things, while yes I wanted them, I didn't need them quite everyday." 

Strawberry Sunshine, yes that is her birth given name, is 19 years old and a drug addict. She's so far over her head in debt that she can barely find a dealer in town to sell her anything. She'll take anything to get her high and going a day without? Hah. She'd rip her hair out, nevermind the fact that she doesn't have the money to support herself and pay rent let alone her habits. So when she's confronted by the guy who just happens to be the one in charge of nearly every drug dealer she owes money too she thinks she's done for. That is until he springs something surprising on her. To pay off her debts she would belong to him completely, and that would mean being his wife. A drug addict and a drug dealer. Perfect match right? Or is it?

This isn't just an arranged marriage story, it's about the struggle of addiction, the pain of the past, and one girls journey to finding herself and her purpose.All Rights Reserved

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It All Started In Rehab ✓ by LiveLifeInTheRain

He used to be one of TV's most beloved actors. He had the good looks, played the golden boy characters and had the voice that millions would be jealous of. He was in the spotlight and talked about daily, until one day he just wasn't. He just seemed to disappear, and with everything else going on, the mystery of where he went faded quickly, Hollywood moved on. I was one of those that didn't follow all of the Hollywood drama, but I knew who he was; everyone did. I never thought I would see his face on magazines again, and I never once thought that Hollywood's golden boy would be sitting in front of me with lifeless eyes and an attitude that warned you not to approach him. I never expected to meet him in person ever, but the last place I would ever expect to see him would be Rehab. In here no one cared who you were, all that mattered was the addiction and the fact that we all knew at this point our lives have fallen apart. Some would be put back together, and some were destroyed beyond being fixed. Nothing ever prepared us for the addiction we would face, but even worse is no one and nothing can prepare you for the up's and down's and the trials you would face, the unexpected people you would connect with, the heartbreaking stories, the late night talks, the friends you would make and the friends you would lose. Nothing could prepare you for the horrors and happiness found here that you would be forced to live with for the rest of your life. I thought my life was over, but I found the right people to help me through, I found out who my friends were, what the closest people in my life thought of me, most importantly I learned to live with my choices and move on, and it all started in rehab General Fiction - 9 Romance - 27 *Cover By Jessmb94*

Confessions of a Sex Addict by Mazzy_Q

"Do I have to do this" sighs in disappointment.... Hi reader, I'm suppose to introduce myself and walk you through this journey of my "ADDICTION" but honestly I don't have an addiction.... I'm suppose to have you feel sorry for me and have you understand the true me behind the fact that I'm addicted to sex. Which I find to be a bunch of bullshit. I can assure you that I'm just fine; but the people here in this facility don't think so. They want me to grow and control my addiction that's become apart of my everyday life. It's not going to work. I cant get over making that special girl feel that spark that they thought they never knew existed. Make them cum, make them know that I care.... okay maybe not care, but having them and making them feel sexy. Sex is all I think about. Even when I don't want it i want it. Morning, noon; and night. I honestly feel like I don't have a problem. So what if I have an addiction that hasn't stopped me from doing my every day task. I wake up, have sex, I eat, I have sex, Sleep, have sex. It's like washing your hair "Wash, Rinse, Repeat" same process but add sex in the mix. Amanda a.k.a. Alec Bates has a sex addiction that she just cant seem to shake and goes to a facility to get help for her problems and encounters a few demons along the way. Her doctor she's assigned to gets caught up in her drama but Alec leans along the way but it takes time.

The drug dealer and me by Nunitopretty

I've never been the one to really mess around with gangs and drugs or fall in love with a drug dealer... but I guess things just happen and you can't help it ... but I never asked for anything that comes along with loving him .... Or at-least not yet .... We all make mistakes... but do those mistakes make us who we are ..... or can we run from them and start over ..... no.. one ... likes .. to .. say it but not everyone is perfect.... " I Love you but we can't do this " " Then why are you here " " She found out what are we supposed to do " All copy rights belong to me . Do not try and copy or still the story. Don't mind any mistakes this story has not been edited yet .

VALERIE by xxmils

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. ** Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. ** Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©

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sad or happy - choose by duncmacphun

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It All Started In Rehab ✓

He used to be one of TV's most beloved actors. He had the good looks, played the golden boy characters and had the voice that millions would be jealous of. He was in the spotlight and talked about daily, until one day he just wasn't. He just seemed to disappear, and with everything else going on, the mystery of where he went faded quickly, Hollywood moved on. I was one of those that didn't follow all of the Hollywood drama, but I knew who he was; everyone did. I never thought I would see his face on magazines again, and I never once thought that Hollywood's golden boy would be sitting in front of me with lifeless eyes and an attitude that warned you not to approach him. I never expected to meet him in person ever, but the last place I would ever expect to see him would be Rehab. In here no one cared who you were, all that mattered was the addiction and the fact that we all knew at this point our lives have fallen apart. Some would be put back together, and some were destroyed beyond being fixed. Nothing ever prepared us for the addiction we would face, but even worse is no one and nothing can prepare you for the up's and down's and the trials you would face, the unexpected people you would connect with, the heartbreaking stories, the late night talks, the friends you would make and the friends you would lose. Nothing could prepare you for the horrors and happiness found here that you would be forced to live with for the rest of your life. I thought my life was over, but I found the right people to help me through, I found out who my friends were, what the closest people in my life thought of me, most importantly I learned to live with my choices and move on, and it all started in rehab General Fiction - 9 Romance - 27 Cover By Jessmb94