Autophobia- The fear of abandonment Racing. It was in my blood from the day I was born. My dad raised me working on cars, so I knew the ins and outs. But I wasn't racing for that NASCAR shit, I was a street racer and that was all I wanted to be. I didn't know Colson would change me so much when I meet him. I also didn't know about all the amazing things I would experience with him, and all the times that could literally be described as hell. But in the end we made a great team and life with him is all I could ever ask for.