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Last published Sun, Feb 24, 2013
What happens to an already depressed teenager who already really wants to fit in when her drunk dad rapes her at the age of 15? What happens if she's already got some problems, such as anxiety and schizophrenia? I'll tell you. She goes on living her life in fear, but still trying to seem normal on the outside.
Follow Sydnee on her first year if high school, as she tries desperately to fit in, succeeds, and ironically, soon finds herself sleeping with almost every guy she ssets her sights on. But what happens when she's sick of it? What happens then?
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