I Hate That I Love You
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Ongoing24m
Last published Tue, Dec 17, 2019
All I wanted to do was lock him away from the rest of the world. However, I didn't always love him. There were times when I couldn't stand his soul, times when I wished that I had never met him. Things were nearly flawless before he left. He didn't tell me he was leaving, he didn't prepare me, he just left. It felt like I had nothing without him. Then, he came back. I couldn't allow myself to forgive him. I wanted him to feel my pain. I made him feel my pain. And, throughout this all, do you know what he said to me? I still love you. I just wish that I could say it back.
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