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Me when i think

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Reads 184
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Parts 37
Time 22m

Mature

[TW: Suicide, Eating disorder, Intrusive thoughts and depression]


In here lies my deepest thoughts, hidden desires, pent up resentment and anger 


Disclaimer: there are lots of grammatical errors in my entries bc i just usually write this at the spur of the moment and wont ever ever look back as it is painful for me to relive some of my most painful moments in life or my deepest thoughts that im very much afraid to say out loud. 

lmao i need therapy;((All Rights Reserved

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