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Me when i think

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Leituras 152
Votos 0
Capítulos 37
Tempo 22m

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[TW: Suicide, Eating disorder, Intrusive thoughts and depression]


In here lies my deepest thoughts, hidden desires, pent up resentment and anger 


Disclaimer: there are lots of grammatical errors in my entries bc i just usually write this at the spur of the moment and wont ever ever look back as it is painful for me to relive some of my most painful moments in life or my deepest thoughts that im very much afraid to say out loud. 

lmao i need therapy;((Todos os Direitos Reservados

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Shadows of the Past, de Pan_Pandora10

This is the true story of a terrible relationship, followed by an even worse breakup. All names have been changed for privacy reasons. Please bear in mind that I am not writing this to put anyone on blast or paint anyone in a bad light. This is just explaining my own truth and how it affected me. TW: there will be mentions of abuse (not physical), self harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, and usage of marijuana and alcohol.

wilting roses, de SicklySweet708

Another collection of (bad) poems. *tw: mentions of sexual assault, drug use, drinking, suicidal ideation and self harm* -a collection of poems that document my experiences with my mental health throughout high school. a warning: i had a few undiagnosed mental disorders (including anxiety and depression, among other things) and was also experiencing narcissistic abuse. so a lot of this is both depressing and disturbing. reader discretion is advised. i would also like to point out that this is only my side of the story. many of the people I spoke about were dealing with their own mental health issues and deserve at least a little less judgement (except for my abusers bc fuck them <3). anyways, enjoy. if you can lol- started: November 2019 finished: May 2023

Summer Sunrise, de nctsvtfan

A story about friends and romantic. I'm not lgbtqia or Asian but will try my best to write a decent story. Tw for any topics that might caused the big emotions.

My Silenced Cries, de Love_Albrecht

This isn't a story, its not a fairy tale, its nothing but what goes through my head and what makes me... me? There is no happy ending, just life's ups and downs. Ranting and venting, things I can't tell people face to face. These are the silenced cries for help that rattle through my head. Waiting for someone to listen.

What You Caused, de -maiwrites

He was completely and utterly oblivious to everything that he had caused and she absolutely hated him for that. [UNEDITED] [DUAL POV] TW: eating disorder recovery

Depressive quotes, de KaydensaysTrights

The title says it all. *TRIGGER WARNING* Remember these are depressive quotes, so please if you get triggered easily, please just do not read. If you do, then... well... I can't really stop you... IMPORTANT: I only began all of this when I was about 12 or 13 years old, so there is a chance that there are a few mistakes here and there since I was really bad at english back then. Also these qoute books have been on hold for a while and I have only just been able to begin to get them up and running again, so please, if you find any mistakes just leave a comment real quick and I will fix it as soon as possible. thank you and I hope you enjoy - Kayden❤ *completed*

Immortal (boy x boy), de Love2LoveYaoi

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.

Beyond The Past (My Toxic Relationship), de stylesiconic

I'll be honest, this isn't a story it's more or less a really long journal entry about my toxic relationship. I'm not really writing this to get views or anything of that sort -kinda more just to get closure and maybe help out others who are in a similar situation. With that being said if you choose to read this be warned there are triggers regarding drugs, alcohol, suicide, gaslighting, miscarriage, manipulation and so much more. Please read at your own risk.

I Have No Idea, de Throwawayweirdo

Something I started writing while I was in an emotional funk, stuck in some unpleasant memories. No idea where it's going or if I'll keep up with it, but here it is. TW: Suicide, self-harm, s/a. Sex, language.

Not me. (2023), de MineOnlyFriend2

so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.

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Shadows of the Past

This is the true story of a terrible relationship, followed by an even worse breakup. All names have been changed for privacy reasons. Please bear in mind that I am not writing this to put anyone on blast or paint anyone in a bad light. This is just explaining my own truth and how it affected me. TW: there will be mentions of abuse (not physical), self harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, and usage of marijuana and alcohol.