Caraphernelia {BOYXBOY}
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Last published Thu, Feb 8, 2018
Caraphernelia - A condition in which someone abandons you but leaves their belongings behind, including painful memories.
Well, that's what urban dictionary defines it as. It isn't a very common word, since it made its first appearance in being the title of a Pierce The Veil song. However, now it makes its second appearance.
Hey there. I'm Fabian Clarke, but you can call me Fab. I'm 19 years old, and I'm half werewolf. Of course, you'll have to read my story to know more. I fall in love easily, especially by little things.
"What's the point of picking up the pieces" - a quote by Pierce The Veil, once again. What's the point of falling in Love if you're going to get hurt and have painful memories? I can't answer that question for you, but I will try my best to show you what I mean.
Caraphernelia. Such a beautiful word. Such a disgusting world.
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